Gray Hair

Sam thinks I look good in gray hair, what the hell does she know???? Nothing. So I have fixed the problem and now I have brown hair. She doesn't feel good. Back hurts and swollen (feels warm to me) head hurts when she stands up. She couldn't even describe it, she said it was almost like someone is sitting on her head when she gets up. Tomorrow I take her to Childrens for an EEG to check on her shaking hands but if she's still feeling like crap, we'll go to Neurosurgery so Nancy can tell us that she's constipated.

Alec ate mashed potatoes tonight. The first vegetables to pass his lips since he ate baby food. He cried, gagged, puked and spit out a bite which landed on my pants. But then he ate a bite and swallowed it and laughed at my continued complaining about him spitting potatoes on my pants. He chooses to be upset with himself that he has waited this long to eat potatoes. I told him to not think about the past, it is all up from here baby. But he does not get it. He wants to go to camp this summer, I told him he is going to have to start eating food. Tomorrow I think we will stick with potatoes so he can get used to them. It is almost like feeding a baby for the first time, dont tell him I said that, he is very sensitive. It was a long day and I am crabby and going to bed now, as soon as I see which lesbian the lesbian on "date with my mom" picks.