sux

Today sux.....no money for rent, no money for food, no money for gas, how do I get to work tomorrow, how do i feed my kids. how do i pay my rent on monday. how am i going to pay my gas bill when it comes, and electric and christmas. i was crazy to think i could do this on my own but if i had stayed with him i'd be dead (my soul i mean). if i had to put together 2 dollars to save my life right now i'd be deader than a door nail. dead dead dead, that's how i feel.

Not sure...

Not so sure about this site yet. I have lots to say but of course, lots of it is private, but that never really stopped me before, when I was updating Sam's website....I'll try and update tomorrow, basically everyone is fine....

Welcome

Welcome to my new blog site....My kids have websites for their various illnesses and disorders and I used to journal on Samantha's but she's taken it over and I miss journaling. I tried to keep my own written journal, but for some reason I'm just much more comfortable doing it on the computer. I'll update more tomorrow....Love, Ellen