sux

Today sux.....no money for rent, no money for food, no money for gas, how do I get to work tomorrow, how do i feed my kids. how do i pay my rent on monday. how am i going to pay my gas bill when it comes, and electric and christmas. i was crazy to think i could do this on my own but if i had stayed with him i'd be dead (my soul i mean). if i had to put together 2 dollars to save my life right now i'd be deader than a door nail. dead dead dead, that's how i feel.