2 Weeks

Went to my first ever Rose Bowl Party last night, at Brians house. He has a huge house, I am very jealous. Lots of people from work, I felt a little uncomfortable, I feel so out of place, fat, gross, ugly and totally unable to say anything without stumbling or mis-speaking. But it was still a lot of fun, cops are nothing, if not funny. I won $125 in the 3rd quarter thanks to Texas not taking that field goal kick until the 4th quarter. Thanks Longhorns!!!! I then went to Meijer this morning and spent it on groceries. Woo Hoo....such a party animal. Started working at the auto show today. This is my 5th year. It is really nice extra money. $19 an hour to switch people to someone else. God forbid, we get a bomb threat or something, but that is why they have dispatchers answering the phones, ever since 9-11. The kids are with their father tonight. Sam thinks maybe he was drinking earlier in the day, she is going to check fluid levels in his vodka bottles in the bathroom and report back to me at 2100 hours...I will let u know. I am tired, going to lay down...