3.23.2008

Wrong

Today is wrong. There's too much going on.

1. Sam's swelling is back, she feels like shit. How much longer are we supposed to do this?
2. Alec has to practice taking the bus tomorrow. It's like I told him he has to fly to Hong Kong by himself. He's freaking out. I gave him Xanax.
3. I'm broke.
4. Neither one of my older children who live away from home called me. Today is Easter. I don't care that they don't believe...I do and they didn't call me.
5. My dad is insisting on entertaining my brother repeatedly which means I can't go there. My brother, who's wife said Sam was retarded because she was afraid of them. My brother who told my sister Jenni that he was going to shoot her. And now my sisters are embracing my brother. That's fine, I just don't want to hear about it. I don't want pictures of their kids. He can kiss my ass.
6. I have no one to talk to. Absolutely no one. NO ONE. NO ONE. NO ONE.

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