Alec

Well, Alec is still in the hospital, probably will be for at least 2-3 weeks. He's making some progress. He has to earn visitation with us. So far today he's got 2 hours banked. But today is Nik's birthday so we're going out to eat then we'll go visit Al. I couldn't sleep today, even tho I'm dead tired. So I'll slug out one more night of work then I'm off Friday then I'm working Sat and Sun for Lisa. It'll be ok, since we can't see Alec til 6pm anyway.

Sam's coming home on Saturday. I can't wait to see her. Caitlin was home yesterday just for the day. As soon as I saw her, I just started bawling. I know when I see Nik I'm going to cry (tearing up just thinking about it) and when I see Sam I'll cry. I'm just a walking talking bawling mess this week. But it's ok, better than drinking or doing drugs.

I printed out a bunch of jokes to send Alec. I mailed him 2 letters yesterday, going to try to mail a couple a day. Ok gotta get ready to meet my boy..haven't seen him since my birthday....