12.02.2005

sux

Today sux.....no money for rent, no money for food, no money for gas, how do I get to work tomorrow, how do i feed my kids. how do i pay my rent on monday. how am i going to pay my gas bill when it comes, and electric and christmas. i was crazy to think i could do this on my own but if i had stayed with him i'd be dead (my soul i mean). if i had to put together 2 dollars to save my life right now i'd be deader than a door nail. dead dead dead, that's how i feel.

1 comment:

The Laundress said...

aw jeez,

You are still in the fight.

Still kickin'.

Sometimes life sucks and you dump out the contents of your purse plus shake down your laundry items and still ain't got whatever you need for one pack of smokes. Arrrrgh!